THADDEUS
HUTYRA
Maestro
I sat in
the theatre box
Almost
half-sleep.
Maestro
entered the podium
A
virtuoso conductor
With
dishevelled hair.
His first
move with his baton
And… it
happened!
Before my
very eyes
And in
the world of my sensations
I saw, I
felt miracles’ power
Like in
stellar storm with lightnings!
Appassionata!
Revolutionary
Etude!
Magic
Flute!
A night
in Venice!
The Queen
of Spades!
Blue
Rhapsody!
Lost
paradise!
Adagio!
Ah, I
felt being in paradise!
Among the
angels!
The
divine choir resounded!
And when
the curtain fell
I
suddenly found myself
Back on
Earth.
Changed,
reborn...
My motto
'to be, always to be'
Skyrocketed
to new dimensions.
Still Life
What used
to be
One day
became hoar-frost
With star
and fern-like ice crystals.
Earlier
it was dew
Alike
plenty pearl beads
On the
neck of the spring maiden.
And
before that
It were
salty droplets
Crystalline
in their purity.
Heard
like a thunder of God's anger
In splash
after their falling down
On a hard
surface.
Yet it
all started so innocently
Spotlessly
clear sky
Of our
affections!
Time has
left its mark on me
What
there used to be
Now
became still life.
And the
whole lot
Like a
picture of Pablo Picasso!
One hung
On the
wall of my memories.
Adagio Man
I am
human, a reflection of the world
And of
the universe far beyond.
Look into
the depths of my mind
And you
will discover fascinating worlds.
Nebulae,
constellations of stars
In all
their boundlessness.
Planets,
many of them inhabited
By living
beings.
For I am
a human
In the
image of the Lord!
Look into
my mind
Become a
traveller of my universe.
You can
find yourself anytime
Wherever
you want.
For there
is no limitation
In the
spirit of my universe.
The
constellation of Centaur, Almanac
Lion and
Virgin, Bird of Paradise, Golden Fish?
Ah, no
problem!
Cassiopeia,
Capricorn, Pegasus, Sagittarius
Free
ticket everywhere
Passenger
at once at the destination!
This is
who I am
Human!
My motto
To be,
only to be!
My motto
The lantern
of freedom
That like
the Lord's lantern!
My motto
The
infinity symbol
For I am
in the image of the Lord!
No glass
traps scary me
Not
absolutely any space mazes
All the
more our earthly little things.
I am
Magellan of the universe
The one
of my mind
That
shines within me
And never
goes out
Like the
Lord's lantern.
Universe
that faithfully reflects
The one,
there, in the stellar wilderness.
And how
to portray its beauty, uniqueness
It's like
a million of geniuses
Such as
Leonardo da Vinci, Picasso...
Like a
million of virtuosos
Such as
Chopin, Mozart, Beethoven...
The
universe!
The one
of my mind!
And the
one on the nightly sky’s scene
Just like
the one seen from the eye of Hubble!
Here I
am, a human
The
cosmic being of the universe
Seemingly
defenceless
And yet
the Lord's might in my hand.
Hussars
of pegasi me given
The
Lord's space fleet.
To be,
only to be!
To be,
always to be!
This is
my motto! By God!
For I
trust the Lord
Glory be
to you forever, my Lord!
To Be, Only To Be!
My
thoughts shattered
On
seaside rocks of reality.
Even my
own spirit shattered
Emptiness
in the richness of silvery worlds!
And yet I
am, I don’t ever give up
Something
else in me
Something
beyond life and death
What like
eternity ...
Is this
my soul?
Lantern
of my being?
To be or
not to be
The
eternal Hamlet dilemma
Of
desperate man in search…
I rose
above it
Alive or
dead
Being
though, enduring
Thanks to
the power of my will.
To be,
only to be!
To be,
always to be! By God!
My
thoughts shattered but not me
Even my
own spirit shattered but not me.
I still
am around
A man out
of debris arisen.
I
gathered my thoughts
I
resurrected my spirit
And here
I am, born again
Invincible!
For “to
be, only to be” is my motto.
Ah Lord,
I am in Your image
The
lantern, Your lantern, my Lord
Of the
light of eternity is burning in me!
Ah, Is The World Sinking?
Spring
Sun like angel's diamonds
In
streams of his life-giving rays
But in my
heart uneasiness!
Starry
keys of the celestial piano
And I
feel like Chopin's piano
On the
pavement!
And
worse! Like a forgotten Jericho rose
Thrown
into the vast deserts of life
By the
winds of adversity ...
The
sounds of the Lord's music, that like divine light
In His kingdom
of eternity
Stunning!
And yet,
in my life, a sudden, dark tunnel
Hellish
one, as soon as its gate
Slammed
shut!
Ah! After
all, I am on Earth
Lord's
beloved planet!
Why,
then, anxiety
In my
thoughts and heart?!
Ah, is
the world sinking?
And nowhere
to see Noah's Ark?
May the
crown of light shroud me
May it
free me from the hell’s claws
And unite
me with the universe, Lord.
So I can
feel fresh, reborn
And alike
Orpheus become a songster
Of my own
life, so help me, God, my Lord!
THADDEUS
HUTYRA
THADDEUS
HUTYRA (known also as Tadeusz Hutyra) was born
in Poland where he attended schools and begun to study at the prestigious
Jagiellonian University of Cracow. Shortly before the emergency state announced
by the communist regime on 13th of December 1989 he left Poland in search of a
better life abroad. Primarily he intended to emigrate to the United States of
America, the goal he was never fortunate to fulfil. Instead he found himself in
New Zealand where he lived 5 years and afterwards he had a brief period of
travelling across some Asian and European countries, he lived for a while in
China and Hong Kong before finally settling down in Belgium. He is active on
Facebook and in other social media. He published a number of books both in
English and Polish.
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