DABI ISTVÁN

DABI ISTVÁN

xxx.

He either smiles

doesn’t understand my thoughts

only the words

we live on 2 different continents

or becomes offended

unfriends, blocks me

we live on 2 different continents

He misunderstands my jokes

but later in happiness

embraces me

though we live on 2 different continents

xxx

when I saw you

on the screan of my PC

my darling

seen for long years

only in my dreams

I began to tremble

was about to faint

with tears in my eyes

I sought your address

and only when you answered

I believed

you are a living real person

and since that day

I see only you

always and everywhere

because I know

- and I tell to everybody –

you are my LOVE

anything can happen

you are my ONLY LOVE

DEATH AND REBIRTH OF A STRANGE NOW SEEN IN DREAMS NOW REAL LOVE

when the little signaling lamp was lit

I didn’t give attention to it

though it informed me

that we go in the bad direction

then the signal bell began to ring

but I didn’t care it

only when all bells

and also the alarm gongs rang

I understood that our LOVE

comes soon to end

only then I began to search for the reasons

and didn’t get

why my lover blamed me

when I became conscious of

what I did

not giving attention tot he fact

that my Lover lives in another world

and he sees a lot of things in an other way than me

either I didn’t know this

or didn’t bother about it

but also my LOVER couldn’t

or didn’t want to accept

that in my country many things differ from his

and when I tried to explain it to him

and promised to him so many times

to change in a person

who comes up to his requirements

it was too late

my LOVER offended, angry disappeared

and blocked from me all ways to him

I went to hospital for a long time

he didn’t know it

and didn’t inquire after me

but the barricades, the barriers blocking the ways suddenly disappeared

and we REBORN

run to each other, embraced, kissed

in another world than before

where existed only we both

and the years are passing

barriers are built

and they disappear

and  we are reborn together

because we are two halves of one whole

and we can not live separated

BUT WHAT TO DO UNTIL WE WILL BE REBORN? HELP!!!!

DABI ISTVÁN