Tuesday, March 1, 2016

MONIKA TOTH


MONIKA  TOTH


BECAUSE...
for you Gheorghe..
My love
My heart
My soul
My future
I gave you
Why
Why
Because I am fool
Because I am goodness
Because I loved you
in every night
in every morning
in every day
in every season
because
I am an clown

I am a gold fish
I am a gold fish
you can be the lucky man
try to catch me
if you can

Love
love is a pain
is a gain
is a sun,
a chain
a sear,
is wishful
and shy,
is spaceless
and selfless

Memory
Gheorghe..

like hot chocolate
burns my tongue
sweet pain

Your
to my Turkish sweetheart
your brown eyes
warm memories
in my hard winter

Love
What can I expect
Bloody
  sheet
and tearful divorce

Blind
to my Turkish sweetheart
You are
the light
what lie
on my bed,
you make me blind.

Every
Every second
Every breath
Without you
Fault
Every second

Every breath

Without you
Empty hour

self portrait
.to my Turkish sweetheart
two to things I like
one is my world,
the other is my love

you stole
darling
all is black and white
you stole
  the colors out of my life
to the hell with you


Darling
Gheorghe..
when
you were name,
you meant the most

Love
what is love ?
hot chocolate
with whipped cream

My darling
The sky is black
The sunrise is crying
The moon is pale
The world is feverish
My darling,
I'm tired,
I didn't sleep

I am happy
Now I am walking in the cold town.
I hear the beautiful birds singing.
All sorrows and pains
You are my mind.
I am happy

You are my insomnia.
Charming stars
Friendly dark
Beautiful half moon
3 :am
I can't sleep.
Darling
I miss you.
Fear in my chest.
Fear in my heart.
Fear in my soul.
I can't sleep.
You are my insomnia.

our love
our love

like a flower
smooth
sensitive
delicate
nice smelling
our hands
our love so wonderful
our love so beautiful


Autumn
The sky is grey
The leaves are red, brown and golden.
The wind is wild and cold.
Autumn in the air
in the home
in garden
in the heart
in the soul
I am very happy

Summer
Now it's the summer,
everything is dry
Love me
Now it's the summer,
everything is dry
Please don't leave me
Now it's the summer,
everything is dry
Why I am alone

I miss you
I miss you
scares me
darling
my hands hurt again
scares me
worries
heartache
scares me

Nothing
Early morning
I write
Nothing new
I can't deny
Bitter night
I write
Nothing new
I can't deny

Who I am?
shattered pane
dark the new moon
an empty nest
a broken violin
greatest teardrop
lasting scar
timeless
good question

I don't know..
I don't know why
My heart is beating
I don't know why
Why am I sad inside
I don't know why.
Life so empty and cold
I don't know why

Dual
morning
without you
smoke

night
 
without you
ash

Unknown
unknown shadow
behind the mirror
terrible night

Sometimes
this time of summer every morning is mine
tiny hopes flew towards me
only my negative thoughts bleed out
sometimes, not me

MONIKA TOIH

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