MILICA PAUNOVSKA

 

MILICA PAUNOVSKA

 

What If?

 

What if ...

I don't wake up

What if ...

I don't I inhale the air again?

What if ...

I don't I see the Sun shining?

What if ...

This the last thing i'm doing in this world?

What if ...

This is the last song i listen to?

What if ...

Mom and Dad saw me for the last time?

What if ...

I leave so many things unfinished?

What if ...

many things remain unsolved in my heart?

What if ...

Today I said "I adore you" for the last time?

What if ...

I never hear his voice again?

What if ...

Does my sister never sais "sis" again?

 

My energy will always be felt

with every gram of inhaled oxygen.

 

 

Everything I Don’t Have Is You

 

Waiting...

To open my eyes

and to see you before me.

 

Waiting...

For time to pass

and to hear you.

 

Waiting...

To hear a bell

And you tocome down.

 

Waiting...

For a bus to come

and you to get out of it.

 

Waiting...

For a miracle to happen

and bring you back.

 

I'm waiting to come reconcile with the fact

that everything I don't have is you.

 

 

There You Are

 

I look up

and I only see

a black line.

- It separates the sky and the hill.

 

I look in front of me

a lighted scene stings my eyes.

Around me - just heads.

Darkness hid the bodies.

Sounds of violin

they soften my heart,

and thoughts fly far, far away ...

 

I wonder where you are.

 

And suddenly,

a bright star

appeared from behind the cloud.

A strange idea came to my mind.

I read the poem again,

And I wanted to scream there you're!

 

MILICA PAUNOVSKA

 

MILICA PAUNOVSKA was born in the heart of Macedonia in the distant 1989 year, in a small city Negotino where she spends her childhood days. Untill she moves to the capital city and starts faculty of Economics and shortly after starts working there in Skopje. She has been writing in the past 15 years and has revealed her first book, a collection of poems entitled "Incomplete", where she exposes herself, lets her voice be heard and allows others to peek and hear part of it. Some of her poems have already been translated and published on several foreign languages and poetry pages. For her poems, she says that they reveal herself and with her verses she gives direction to all the people who have been through or are going through similar situations as she does. She shows them that nothing is lost if you find the right creative way to feel and express yourself.