STEVEN FORTUNE POET
WHERE THE BODHI LEAF TOOK ME
I.
My current notebook bares a
heart
shaped insignia of a Bodhi Leaf
shaped insignia of a Bodhi Leaf
Sanskrit derivative of
'Bodhicitta'
'Bodhicitta'
Enlightenment in three
degrees
like an elevator of transcendental
roleplay
like an elevator of transcendental
roleplay
Social status evolution
as we know it spannered
into an ideal of reverse
by the notion of an altruistic
purpose
as we know it spannered
into an ideal of reverse
by the notion of an altruistic
purpose
II.
No denial of my residence in
the first degree
the first degree
The King
Self-absorption's sauntering
insinuation
of a consequence inherently bequeathed upon
the basement of a pecking order
in the wake of inky rigor mortis
stiffening a signature
cementing laws with liquid words
of a consequence inherently bequeathed upon
the basement of a pecking order
in the wake of inky rigor mortis
stiffening a signature
cementing laws with liquid words
No denial of this mindset
if only for the forging of a mental sword
to mutilate rebellions of inferiority complexes
notifying me of my inferiority as any kind of king
for I have not correctly done the math equating
my necessity with the security
of all connected to me by the written sinews
of my declarations
which in time erode to revelations
if only for the forging of a mental sword
to mutilate rebellions of inferiority complexes
notifying me of my inferiority as any kind of king
for I have not correctly done the math equating
my necessity with the security
of all connected to me by the written sinews
of my declarations
which in time erode to revelations
III.
Stunted by a muddled amalgam
of my deepest fear and the most
applicable of this triumvirate of
transcendental occupations
of my deepest fear and the most
applicable of this triumvirate of
transcendental occupations
The Boatman
Transportation is the sweet
agglutinative in the fibers of my dreams
agglutinative in the fibers of my dreams
Self-equipped sarcasm tells
me not
to be surprised that the transporting must
commence across a river
Home to a prospective waterlogging of the lungs
(An image that disquiets me as much as
the resultant drown would quiet me)
to be surprised that the transporting must
commence across a river
Home to a prospective waterlogging of the lungs
(An image that disquiets me as much as
the resultant drown would quiet me)
Self-awareness situates me
back into the realm of symbolism
back into the realm of symbolism
Still I'm only qualified to
take you far
as my most uneffusive boat of syntax
similes and sheepish wit (and alliteration)
will go amid the river of a mindset that renders
every day a rain delay
as my most uneffusive boat of syntax
similes and sheepish wit (and alliteration)
will go amid the river of a mindset that renders
every day a rain delay
I would stutter out a wish
that I could drive you all instead
but a rogue wire in the mindset took
my license to boot
that I could drive you all instead
but a rogue wire in the mindset took
my license to boot
IV.
Bitter still
berating fate's harping foreclosure of
my driving privileges
I am beset by insecurities inferred
before I was a king
berating fate's harping foreclosure of
my driving privileges
I am beset by insecurities inferred
before I was a king
At the gates of this
determinate degree
I hope voraciously that my instincts
have shorted in the rain
I hope voraciously that my instincts
have shorted in the rain
A shepherd will endure the
hardest hammering
of rain upon his head until his flock is herded
into shelter
of rain upon his head until his flock is herded
into shelter
The Shepherd
A sort of anthro-counterpart
to The King's poison tester
All manner of self-welfare
shunned to the extent that one is unsure
of who's subservient to who
to The King's poison tester
All manner of self-welfare
shunned to the extent that one is unsure
of who's subservient to who
I fear that I have failed
you
Am I still so fervently
addicted to my own
catharsis that I've left you nothing but
a self-indulgent boat of holes?
catharsis that I've left you nothing but
a self-indulgent boat of holes?
Have I pulled you through a
lengthy poem
with a level of delusion levied to the likes of
Frankenstein?
with a level of delusion levied to the likes of
Frankenstein?
V.
My current notebook bares a
heart
shaped insignia of a Bodhi Leaf
shaped insignia of a Bodhi Leaf
The emblem of
'Bodhicitta'
'Bodhicitta'
A genuine intent to counter
others' suffering
with bliss
with bliss
A state a writer hopes to
emulate through
shared understandings
shared understandings
Or catharsis
with luck
with luck
Steven Fortune Poet
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