If It Bothers You
If my desire to only watch you at night and feel
your presence bothers you while I'm covering my
empty bed with the full melody of the moon;
If it bothers you that I feel your hot pulse
when you comfort yourself
with the bitterness of the past day;
If it bothers you that I want that little demonic
thing in your eyes, which makes me give up
from all the gods in me and wash myself
in that fire of yours with passion;
If it bothers you that my thirst doesn't quench
and wants to have you on the nights
full of stone shadows, while new blood is born in you,
bubbling to the top of your supremacy,
I will close myself in the shell of my solitude,
altogether with my very last song - farewell,
to defend against your blows!
From some long-forgotten day if only I were gone.
© Frosina Tasevska, Macedonia
If Only I Could
If only I could forget as much as I remember,
I'd have sealed the silence to prevent it from spilling.
If only I could remember how much I forgive,
I'd have shattered the dream to keep it from rising.
You believe I've forgotten the difficult parting' sighs.
However, I know I have forgiven you for
all your inappropriate life comparisons.
Love returns like a starved dog, a blue sky
tainted with the day's shadow. Is it a dream?
Perhaps it is a sweet rapture or maybe
a longing that is just raging in the flames?
If only I could know as much as I forget,
I would believe in waking insomnia
of our hidden love. I will be able to live
as long as I desire.
You believe I have forgiven you, but I know
I have forgotten you. Here, somewhere
between the moment and eternity,
the unreadable passion for diversity lives on.
© Frosina Tasevska, Macedonia
It's Time
It's time for you to finally reveal to me
the cause of your departure, buried deep
in the empty space of indefiniteness.
It's time for you to tell me the nature
of your uncontrolled thirst for rudeness,
for superiority, unreasonableness, and irrationality,
and to share the fear that weighed on your chest,
growing from night to morning.
It's time to finally bear the truth
about your naive descent into the abyss
during the poet's creation,
because a mere mortal with a red sun in his eyes
had you captivated in the nightly hours,
and then, suddenly, never again to meet you
among the ordinary, unremarkable wanderers.
I will always be here with you in thoughts of eternity
and the fullness of the moment, our every word wrapped
in an untitled poem. It's finally time to sing with a clear voice!
© Frosina Tasevska, Macedonia
FROSINA TASEVSKA
FROSINA TASEVSKA: hailing from Shtip, Republic of Macedonia, is a versatile poet and writer proficient in both English and Macedonian languages. With two solo poetry collections to her credit, Frosina's literary prowess extends across national and international platforms, including magazines, journals, and anthologies. Recognized with numerous awards, she seamlessly weaves her words into compelling narratives. Alongside her literary pursuits, Frosina serves as an educator, bringing her passion for language and creativity to the classroom.
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