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TELL ME ABOUT MY MOTHER

My dear aunt

I want to know about my mother

I want to know about her

Like people said about her

A beautiful woman with strength like Goddess

My dear aunt

I found a diary

With a brownish shabby cover

There are thousands of words along with the date of writing

And I know if it's my mother's writing who never I knew...

My dear aunt

Tell me

Why did my mother leave me?

Why did she do that?

Wasn’t that time just mine?

My dear aunt

If you let me to ask

I want to see her face

Not long

Briefly....

My dear aunt

In the mother's diary

I did not find a face that I missed

I want to imagine her face

So that my longing isn’t be a pain...

My aunt....

I have a question for you

Why did my mother walk away when I arrived to the world?

Why did she left me behind without saying anything?

Didn't I really need her at that time?

Oh my dear mother....

I know now your reason for leaving me

Auntie said all about you

I can only cry sadly

If you really love me.....

Mother.....

I beg you

Tell God in heaven

I'm not angry with Him

Because I know God needs you more than me...

15.08.2018

Autor Rini Valentina

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LITTLE GIRL, LITTLE GEESE AND THE SUN

The sun is not too high yet

The light that is divided is still friendly touches the heart

There is even a beautiful smile on the lips of the sun

Watch a little girl with a happy geese with her.

There is a desire to touch them

But fear if a little girl and the geese are getting hurt

There is a feeling that is quietly shaking spoiled in the heart of the sun

Ah if I had children like them down there.

The sun tries to ward off the naughty clouds

He don’t want his eyes blocked

He wants always watching a little girl with geese are playing together.

So cheerful and happy.

The sun is getting a little disappointed

The sun shouts at the wind to help him to get rid of the clouds are that still insist

He wants to spend his time with free watching eyes

The little girl with the little geese on the edge of a small river.

The sunlight is getting dimmer and blocked by clouds that don't want to leave

Even though the wind forces and disturbs them

In order to pass to give the sun time with the beauty of scene below

The clouds dont care because they want to immediately spill the rainwater that have been stored for a long time

With a disappointed heart

The sun gives up with a hurt sad face

And tomorrow

Here in the same place, the little girl and geese will return to chatting together.

Ah unfortunately

The sun doesn't know and doesn't realize

If tomorrow the little girl would never return by the creek to play just like today

Because God loves her more in heaven with everlasting love......

Indonesia Borneo, August 13, 2018 (03.20am)

Writer Rini Valentina

Country Indonesia

THE SAME LONGING IN OCTOBER

To the full moon in October

I deliberately wrote about longing

A taste that might be difficult to explain with a physical or chemical formula

Or I explain the math the number of calculation

Moreover, I was not an algebra expert with a calculator that was always in my hand

I just tried to say what I felt when my heart longed for the past

When the eyes caught the shadow of your face that passed when the dusk came at that time

You shook my hand

With a soft smile at your beautiful lips and mentioned your name clearly

To the full moon at the same evening in the October

I remember your presence when you entered in my life

There is a feeling of tightness in the chest that slices the soul

There is pain that scratch in my soul

There is a cry that I hold back

I don't want my tears to spill like rain patter

Because I know

You don't want there if I go back to drowning in the pain of pinching

Hurt because of fate does not want to be a close friend

To the full moon in October eight years later

I stood now staring at the dim evening because the sun was getting ready to go home

The twilight where I met you

And I know

Those memories will always be stored in my chest

Even though the time has long passed and I have found your successor

I can't throw it all away

Even though you have allowed my heart to have a new name that is more beautiful than yours

The name that now fills my soul and there is a promise to spend the rest of my life with her...

Indonesian Borneo, 12 August 2018 (19.30pm)

Country Indonesia

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