MARIAN
EIKELHOF
Suicide And A Ciggy
It must
have been one of these few nights,
he didn't
tell her he loved her
I assume
he forgot to,
as she
was drunk and sad
he hated
that
especially
the fact she lacked
discipline
and control
passively
aggressive
he
punished her
with
denial
neglect....
she got
sick of the noise
cars
going nowhere in the sky
sick of
the coldness in his voice.
she
ordered her last dinner, a ciggy and a suicide
shared it
with the angels on her balcony
then
flew.
Burnt Out
All of a
sudden
I felt so
heavy
couldn't
move my lips
all
paralyzed
felt only
one desire
quit my
work
lay down
burnt out
drown
in a deep
void
like
crazy
escape
run as
fast as I can
go far
and beyond
the
moment
far away
from
here now
miles and
miles away
from all
the noise
miles and
miles away
from you
as well.
Rape
I washed
my clothes
again,
and again
she told
me
not to
smell him
his bad
breath betraying
my
serenity
deal with
his fingers
deep
inside of me
my
universe vomits
hating my
sexuality
forget
how he smiled
then
strangled
me.
MARIAN
EIKELHOF
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