Thursday, August 1, 2024

JOSE LUIS LOPEZ

 


 


Vandalized Soul

 

Pierced!

sparkly!

slashed with a knife!

bleeds unstoppable

suffers incurably

screams inconsolable

endless twists

the deafening sound

someone already corrupted

the hidden secret

is now free

no right to security

how can it be repaired?

because it has been forgotten

being a weak prey

that no one cares

vandalized soul!

feel that lethal pang

breaking shameless

laughing very shamelessly

who can help her?

only the one who comes to gnaw

capable of nailing and biting

no footprints everywhere

vandalized soul!

walking the new crusade

already looking for the beautiful dawn

always faithful enthusiastic

shine without sorrow…in love!

 

Jailed In My Mind

 

Paranoic!

Schizophrenia!

Autistic!

Looking inside what's wrong with me?

Why people get sickening about me?

Am I a filthy monster or dangerous gore??

 

I don't know what could I be now, all I feel is I'm trapped in my own mind. I can't behave like those children around me, they make jokes what I look like, sometimes I don't want to wake up repeat the same thing next day.

 

Why my parents overprotective me? Why the school is evading me, they always have a negative attitude about me? Am I have done something dangerous to the world? I feel boxed into a different civilization I'm not fitting, people who says to love me, they left discomfort about my presence. What can I possibly think of me? This atmosphere gets contaminated by disputes, violence, and unexplained war.

 

I wish I could ever change my mind but how? How will I ever change the friends when they have an endless fight for all, and they won't stop the episode, the victims are all living with them, even children have to bear the punishment received unnecessarily. Definitely oneself would like to become bird and fly high to find a peaceful place to feel good and secure.

 

Jailed in my mind!

Timeless nightmare about uncertain truth about themselves and whoever we ever be.

 

JOSE LUIS LOPEZ


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