Vandalized Soul
Pierced!
sparkly!
slashed with a knife!
bleeds unstoppable
suffers incurably
screams inconsolable
endless twists
the deafening sound
someone already corrupted
the hidden secret
is now free
no right to security
how can it be repaired?
because it has been forgotten
being a weak prey
that no one cares
vandalized soul!
feel that lethal pang
breaking shameless
laughing very shamelessly
who can help her?
only the one who comes to gnaw
capable of nailing and biting
no footprints everywhere
vandalized soul!
walking the new crusade
already looking for the beautiful dawn
always faithful enthusiastic
shine without sorrow…in love!
Jailed In My Mind
Paranoic!
Schizophrenia!
Autistic!
Looking inside
what's wrong with me?
Why people get
sickening about me?
Am I a filthy
monster or dangerous gore??
I don't know
what could I be now, all I feel is I'm trapped in my own mind. I can't behave
like those children around me, they make jokes what I look like, sometimes I
don't want to wake up repeat the same thing next day.
Why my parents
overprotective me? Why the school is evading me, they always have a negative
attitude about me? Am I have done something dangerous to the world? I feel
boxed into a different civilization I'm not fitting, people who says to love
me, they left discomfort about my presence. What can I possibly think of me?
This atmosphere gets contaminated by disputes, violence, and unexplained war.
I wish I could
ever change my mind but how? How will I ever change the friends when they have
an endless fight for all, and they won't stop the episode, the victims are all
living with them, even children have to bear the punishment received
unnecessarily. Definitely oneself would like to become bird and fly high to
find a peaceful place to feel good and secure.
Jailed in my
mind!
Timeless
nightmare about uncertain truth about themselves and whoever we ever be.
JOSE LUIS LOPEZ
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