Derrel
en Bianca
NIGHT SILENCE
I wear the
heavy
load of
this reality,
one of the
many
which are
there.
I stumble
over
head
crushers,
the gate
is
locked.
you're so
unattainable.
I cause
with my tears
erosion in
granite.
I rattle
to heaven
investment
but hard
are words
whom are
outspoken by
the tongue
of the rash
awareness.
will I
ever
be able to
evoke you
or 've
lost you.
it will be
the time
whom will
learn me
to speak
while
my tears
are
dripping
like rain.
it is here
I sigh,
-
'Swearing' -
into the
air ...
hoping all
certainties
will
collapse.
I want
all things
to be
broken,
from the
debris
I will
make
my own
palace
but all I
see:
no
certainties, mud,
dirt and
wasteland.
it is here
I sigh,
wait for
my
redemption
however
nothing
grows here
except me,
sometimes
falls a
solar ray
by smog
on a not
ready yet
dead
cactus.
stone
don't moves
and this
night silence
is
necessary,
even
though
it is near
to killing me.
it is here
I sigh;
"Stars
don't dance
while
there are soul-
less eyes
staring at you
and
butterflies don't
flutter in
chilling cold".
I fall
down
same as
you did.
I dig a
grave.
rooting in
the earth,
gloomy
thoughts
I'm
burying.
© Derrel en Bianca
WARM ME!
I reach
out
with my
arms
towards
the sun.
clouds
appear in-front
of my face
the
heavy-weight illusion,
of no
sunshine in my live.
heartless
is the lashing
wind.
therefore,
I remind
you.
wish
you're here.
visualize
you.
your hand
into mine.
please,
thou be
mine
blueprint
for
to escape
out off
my circle.
It's a
heavy-weight illusion
of nothing
have you
as my
sunshine.
please,
suck me
into your
nature.
let me
earthen
in your
soil.
I want to
germinate.
my feet
inside the earth,
with both
feet upon this world
but
completely grounded
in your
heart.
mirror my
choice
in your
reflection.
show me
that
I grow
'cos of you.
heavy is
this illusion
that this
is no illusion.
this is
real.
this is
also a reality.
let me be
enlightened,
kiss me
awake,
remove the
echo
of sadness,
glisten
inside
my
darkness.
give me
your
guidance,
be my
light
and be my
sunshine.
warm me!
© Derrel and Bianca
STONE FACES
I write your name
as a star
wish
on the
fogged window
I look for the wings
of shelter
will
release concern
the bleeding from my soul
does an
incredible amount of grief
pain waves
engulf me
everywhere I see stone faces
with a
blind overlooking of nothing
they don't
know the torments
© Bianca
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